Wednesday, August 31, 2022

The Faded Struggle of Restraint -- Two Poems

 The Faded Struggle of Restraint

She slogs through the forgotten days

Of practice, pleasure, and deep malaise.

They have meaning, I’m sure

They have meaning, I know.

And yet deepest desires

And ultimate focus go

To fictional days of excitement, color, and life

To wonderful times when husband calls me wife.

Vivid pigments fade when reality

Comes to the unwilling soul who must see

The danger in love, the confusion

In it’s deeply powerful illusion

Of security, meaning, and worth.

It cannot be true, I’m sure.

It cannot be true, I know?

So she slogs through the forgotten days

In the faded struggle of restraint.



The Faded Struggle of Restraint

Life is bright and full of beauty.

The world is colors, vivid and moody

Moments strike, and the world doesn’t change.

Yet mountains of suffering dim the range

Of colors faded, colors mute.

The world is still there!

The picture is the same!

Full life is through the door

That is closed to you now.

There is no opening it, for you don’t know how.

And even if you did

There would be no guarantee

That life would be even close

To the beauty you thought it would be.


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